Crying out the rain. It seems useless though. With all the tears, with all the sorrow, all without hope of any tommorow. I won't make the dry ground wet.  I won't make the sky dark and grey. I won't make a rainbow arc above the sun shining day. I won't ask God for anything... For anything but a little acceptance.  They don't care... They never will. They will go on... Their days filled with sunshine, I won't make their bright skys grey.  I'll never bring a smile to your face... So just leave me be... Leave me alone. Don't you see... I can't be what you want me to be?
 Hiding beneath the clouds... to my own dismay. Within the crowd. Just another face. Just another pair of eyes. Don't you see... I'm just who I am... I'm just me... My hair will never be the way you like it. My eyes will never be as pleasing as you want them. My whisper will never be soothing. I'll never be the girl you need me to be.
Don't look at me... You have no right to judge me. Standing there on your soap box. You think you know me!? This isn't me... This is some mask i wear... Something I hide behind. Something I've become... Because I'll never be... I can't be who you want me to be.


I wish you could just let me be... to sulk within my own misery. Cause there is no hope for me... There's no hope for you. Just stop it please. Haven't I changed enough? Isn't it enough? What more do you want from me? My heart? Take it... It's yours... My soul? What's left of it... Just leave me be... Let me be me...

Is that enough? Have you taken enough yet? Are you finnished? Are you through? Can you leave me!? Can I be me? I've told you! I can't be the one you want me to be. I'm not perfect. I'm not pretty. I'm not smart. I'M NOT HER! Just let me be... Just let me be... Crying out the Rain...