When one has long absences in their journal it can mean one of two things. Either there has been so much in their life that they haven't had the time to write it down. Or that there has been so little that they find little to no inspiration to write about. Mine has pretty much been the latter. But then again I was never really one for writing in journals. But now I have found the time, and a little bit of inspiration.
Like my first entry ever i will begin with something about my mother... She's a smoker, though she most definately doesn't chain smoke. She has 4 or 5 a day i suppose, and she always goes outside, she doesn't want the rest of us to have to smell it. So as of lately she has been doing much better, her back doesn't bother her as much, her stomach and throat don't bother her as much cause she has medicine for it...But lately she has developed a cough... They say it's bronchitis, but me and my brother have a gut fear for emphezema. I don't think i would ever be able to live without my mom. And i'd never be able to live with just my dad.
Like my first entry ever i will begin with something about my mother... She's a smoker, though she most definately doesn't chain smoke. She has 4 or 5 a day i suppose, and she always goes outside, she doesn't want the rest of us to have to smell it. So as of lately she has been doing much better, her back doesn't bother her as much, her stomach and throat don't bother her as much cause she has medicine for it...But lately she has developed a cough... They say it's bronchitis, but me and my brother have a gut fear for emphezema. I don't think i would ever be able to live without my mom. And i'd never be able to live with just my dad.
We are in New York for most of july. But when we go home, i'll have to go back to school pretty soon. I'm sooo sick of my school... of Louisiana. I've been trying to convince my parents to move for the last month. Usually my dad is the one who wants to move. To go out and live in montana or something. And my mom is actually all for it. But I don't think they're taking me seriously. I really honestly do not want to return to my school. I would give anything to leave. What have I got for me here? I do not like the weather i don't like the school system. I don't like a lot of things about Louisiana. I won't be going to school with any of my friends anymore... I have a very few friends worth staying around for. And boyfriend? Zip.
I get to go to New York City finnally. We should be going within the next couple weeks. I'm excited, my cousin lives up there and we get to visit her and her family. I want to visit New York University and Grenich Village. My mom has been before. I can't wait.
-The Fearful Walker
I get to go to New York City finnally. We should be going within the next couple weeks. I'm excited, my cousin lives up there and we get to visit her and her family. I want to visit New York University and Grenich Village. My mom has been before. I can't wait.
-The Fearful Walker